Things facebook doesn't need to know.

Basically. I’m happy. So incredibly happy. I found someone. And he is literally everything I’ve ever looked for. He’s perfect. :) something weird happened tonight. His long time ex-girlfriend liked a picture of us. It’s shouldn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. It’s just weird of her to like it. I hope she’s not like.. Weird about all this now. Technically, we’re sorority sisters. And now I just feel weird.

I WILL be skinny by the summer. This time I have become so fed up with the way I look that I am doing something about it finally. Here’s to being small by kamp time! #butreally #cantwait so freaking motivated

I’m losing you again and you don’t even see it. “Call me if you need anything”… Yeah… I called cause I need you. But obviously that doesn’t matter. Have fun with him. He’s obvi more important.

I’m numb.

I know that it’s over but I miss you. :/ I just don’t understand anything that happened. And I don’t understand why you havent texted me. Or tried to talk to me and apologize.

All I want to do right now is text you. I’m not. But I desperately want to talk to you. Idk why. You will just play me like your favorite board game again. You always win. Regardless of what I say or do. You win.

I’m really missing you today. We weren’t ever anything officially but you just threw away 6 years of on and off emotions of my life. I seriously just can’t believe you.

It’s become one of my new favorite restaurants. :) I walked in waiting to sit and have a wonderful dinner with my mom…. When YOU AND YOUR DATE WALKED IN. If that’s not a slap in the face already, you turned your back completely to me. Thanks so much for being everything I thought you weren’t.

Genuinely worried. Something has got to be up. You haven’t posted anything or said anything in a week. I hope your okay….. This is not okay.