Things facebook doesn't need to know.

I just want to be held again. I’m sick of feeling unappreciated and alone. I did something stupid. Drunk kisses were given. I didn’t share any secrets this time. I feel so broken. So far down this spiral that I’m going down. So many people surround my life all the time and I still feel completely unwanted. Undesired. Unworthy. Never good enough. I just need to be held. To be told everything is okay and will be. My heart is becoming cold from the lack of warmth surrounding me. I am so tired. Emotionally drained. Sometimes it hurts to breathe.