Things facebook doesn't need to know.

I am so completely shattered. I can’t find anything to help put the pieces back together. I don’t get why I made him run so far. I didn’t mean too.. All I want is him back. With me. I want to be able to go days without crying instead of hours. I want to be able to sleep less than 12 hours && not be tired. I want to be able to go places && not anticipate when I can get back in bed. I want him to come back into my life like he never left…